Thursday, July 20, 2006

it's 11.50pm and i'm just so happy cos there's no school tomorrow for unknown reasons and i'm having the craziest convos on msn with sam and peng. madness. i want to blog about things like yummy jonathan leong from spore idol but i can't, cos my bf will be angry and aggro. i love you ok! sam asked me to do an entry that's completely self involved in a spoof-y way but i'm not feeling funny tonight. oh i know! the other day as me and sam stepped over this threshold of a big gate into school, we were stopped by this nice lady who kindly told us we could not wear our flip flops i.e havaianas to school from thereonin. she said, quote unquote, to try our best not to wear japanese slippers into school. first up, missus fashion police, havaianas are brazilian. secondly, i'm not very interested in dressing to the nines for school. i see all these poor long suffering girls wearing their heels to school and it's like wtf mate, there's no one remotely hot for you to impress, why are you doing this to yourself? ok disclaimer time, i know some girls wear their heels to school cos they like it, they feel good in it yadda yadda, i'm just generalising and taking a piss. anyway she should just go and catch all the disasters wincing in pain with every step they take in those heels and leave us alone. i don't pay through my nose to be controlled in my sartorial choices. i'm really looking forward to watching hard candy real soon. it sort of deals with the dynamics of a relationship between a young girl and a much older man and i'm interested in the movie's perspective of such relationships, their unbalances and dysfunctionalities and such because of my propensity to be attracted to older men. it's not that i have daddy issues, it's just that older men have more layers to unfurl, not that they'll make it easy for you to do so in the first place, which presents a challenge irresistable to me. furthermore, i don't want to be the girl to spoil/corrupt/mislead/traumatise a younger, inexperienced male. other biatches can do that. i feel like writing a massive entry on older men, my take on their psyche, my experiences with them etc etc but.......it'll be too revealing - to or about whom, that im not sure. maybe it'll come when i'm next single, whenever that may be, alongside alot more interesting entries than this one i guarantee you.

the textual siege.

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